March 14, 2008 Sometimes certain situations happen they just drive me into a corner, it makes me do stupid things, silly things, foolish things. Things I thought could cheer me up, things I thought of as an escape path, even if just for a moment.
But no, sometimes things just backfires, sometimes it doesn't follow as planned. Sometimes they hit back twice as hard.
I have to stop, it has to stop someday, one day. I want it to stop. I just don't know how to start the stop.
I already knew what was up ahead but why did I still step in the mess?